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[Apr. 12th, 2007|05:20 pm] |
Sooo...i've found the song that represents my life, more specifically my love life. The genius of "Girlfriend" by Avril Lavigne is that very song. Observe, if you will:
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend
You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)
So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)
Because...
She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend
(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?
(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don't like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I could be your girlfriend (No way)
(No way, no way)
Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (No way)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way)
Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)
(Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)
Hey, hey!
There it is. Avril is brilliant. My life is doomed to repeat itself, just like the way i repeat this song incessantly. |
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[Apr. 4th, 2007|02:34 pm] |
Ok, now that my life is done being hectic I have time to get back to the important things...like updating livejournal. So my play wrapped up over the weekend. It went really well and a lot of people came and it was a great experience. Some notable audience members include Monica, Pati, and Pat..who i basically love for coming to see me. I'm gonna miss it a lot, but at the same time I'm relieved to be able to relax again. It was just really nice to be a part of a production again. Oh yea, and strock came to the last performance to see Dana, but it was totally awkward.
In other news, i celebrated the end of my show by getting drunk with my friend Erica. lame, yes in some ways...but nice cuz I haven't felt well or partied or anyhting for a month. We drank through a bottle of wine and some beer, then we went on a jounrey around the sketchy parts of K-town...on foot. In the process i tried hitchhiking, jogged, and peed behing a store becuase we ended up being lost for 2 hours. In the end we made it to P-lot and picked up erica's car and went to breakfast with the regulars at marina gardens at 6 am. No joke. I didn't get to sleep till 7:30 Sunday. It was pretty much amazing. |
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[Mar. 19th, 2007|01:47 pm] |
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Yeaaaaaa...so i'm at work right now, and instead if doing my homeweork like i should i decided to procrastinate by updating on this instead. Tonight is our first dress rehearsal for the play, and the show opens up on friday!!!!I'm soooo nervous/excited, right now though it's mostly excitement.
In other news in my life, isu boy is done with. Lets just say he was a little too girly for me, lol. It's cool though, i don't care and i'm relieved, but i wanna thank everyone for being so supportive anyways. Spring Break was great. I basically spent every day with Gagan watching movies since we were the only ones on break last week.
Sooo St. Patty's day was a lot of fun, but the next day i was paying for it. My roomate Sarah was in town so we went to our friend (willis) from the italy trip's party in Arlington Heights. It was pretty sweet, his friends were cool. kinda hilarious though, 1st one of his friends had a thng for me, and tried to kiss me at one point, but he was really ugly and loserish, so i made up an excuse and told him i just got out of a realtionship and wasn't ready for anything right now, HAHAHA. So naturally after he left i ended up making out with his really hot friend who, get this, is a male model. That's right, a male model. Kinda hilarious right? Anywho, the next day i was super sick and hungover and felt like death.
Lately i've been getting realy bad hangover's whenever i've had anything to drink. The last 3 times i had a lot to drink i've ended up getting sick, which i never used to do. it's freaking me out a little bit, and my mom has jumped right ont he band wagon and thinks i'm anemic now, lol. She always wants something to be wrong with me, lol.
Eh, i guess that's about it. And i suppose i should do my homework soon. Damn. |
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[Feb. 18th, 2007|09:14 pm] |
Ok...soooooo, kinda a lot has happenned in my life. In Italy my best friend kissed the guy I got a crush on, and I've been super pissed at her ever since. Now their kinda dating, and she's completely oblivious to how much I'm upset by it all. However, it hasn't been quite as bad recently cuz there is a boy in my life. That sounds so gay, but I went to ISU with Pati to hang out with Monica...and I guess I hit it off with one of her friends. Coincidentally it's one of the guys Jen kissed at ISU, lol. Anywho, we've been talking online a lot, and he sent me flowers for valentine's day...sooooo I guess we'll see where this goes. Also, play rehearsals have started, and I'm super excited. I get to play a total vixen cerca 1890, lol. Also, I might be going home this weekend for my parenbts birthday's, so if anyone is gonna be in Schaumburg, let me know! |
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[Feb. 4th, 2007|10:47 pm] |
I actually wrote this while i was in italy after my best friend and roomate sarah kissed the guy i had a crush on while we were in sienna, but i wanted to share it cuz i feel like livejournal is a good place...
Things that suck…
I’m so fucking sick of being the understanding friend that always sacrifices everything for her friends. I’m sick of being so insecure that I can’t get mad at someone even when they completely deserve it. I’m so sick of just being so completely undesirable. I don’t understand why I am so effing undateable. Why can’t I be cute, and beautiful, and completely adorable like all my best friends are? I’m just sick and tired of it, but at the same time I love all those girls sooo much that I can’t imagine not being their friends. This has been happening since being friends with Dagmara in high school. The list of girls that I’ve been best friends with that always end up getting the guys I like to like them goes as follows: Dagmara, Allie, Amanda, and now Sarah has joined this illustrious list. I don’t want to pretend that I hate her, cause nothing can be farther from the truth, but at the same time, I’m just disappointed.
I’m disappointed that I always seem to lose in these situations. I don’t understand what it is that I’m completely lacking in these situations. People seem to like me, and I guess I’m attractive enough for dunk hook-ups at least (as Paige reassures me), but at the same time I don’t understand what the final aspect to a winning dateable personality I’m missing. It’s like I just completely missed out on the key idiosyncrasy that makes a girl desirable to a guy.
For some reason, I just can’t figure it out…I like to pretend that I just love being single, which I do, but at the same time I would totally give it all up if the right guy came along. I just pray to god I can get over my commitment phobia in order to actually pursue a healthy relationship someday. God only knows when that will be, especially cuz as experiences like these keep on happening to me I just shut down more and more, and I just don’t feel like putting the effort in. I’m just sick of being letdown.
Ugh…I knew it would happen, but it still just seriously sucks. I still love Sarah, but I still totally feel hurt, and she knows it but I just put on the brave face and crack a couple of jokes so that she doesn’t feel horrible about it. I’m sick of being the bigger person…just once I want to turn in to the bitch that turns it into a huge ordeal…but I know I never will cuz I’m too damn rationale. If I got super pissed off at her and got in a fight with her, it would make the rest of this trip so awkward, and then Chris and Dan would hate me too, cuz that would mean I totally fucked up any chance he had with her. In the end it’s easier for me to act like I’m fine with it, and that I’m totally chill about the whole situation, while in the meantime Sarah and Chris will get to continue on this little flirtation that I wish I could have.
Why? I just seriously do not understand why it is I can’t win. Like, the one time I tried to be selfish and take a guy despite a friendship it completely backfired, and I ended up getting hurt and super depressed. Like clearly even when I try to take the other role I usually relinquish, I still lose. I don’t understand what the big picture is. Am I supposed to end up being that girl that never has a serious relationship, but has a great career? Or am I still just waiting for the one guy everyone keeps on promising will show up, sweep me off my feet, and only like me? Lets not kid ourselves, I hope the latter is what ends up happening, but at the same time I find it hard to believe that that’s what’s going to happen. As time goes on it’s just easier to be the cynic. I just wish sometimes that I could be rewarded the same respect that I always give my friends. I would never do that to one of my best friends, because the one time I did, I saw how much it wasn’t worth it. And if I asked Sarah not to, I know she wouldn’t do anything with Chris, but I don’t want to ever seem irrational, so I just pretend to be fine with it. Am I asking too much? I hope not. I sincerely hope that someday I’m going to not be royally screwed over when it comes to guys. Until that day, I’ll just keep being me…rationale, cool, hilarious…and far too sacrificing for my own good. Just call me the lonesome cynic.
~Keelz |
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[Jan. 9th, 2007|02:26 am] |
I leave for italy today...my flight departs at 4:50, and i should be in rome at my hotel around 12:30 tomorrow...SWEEEEETTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I'm so fucking excited, and that's all that I care to share right now. G'night! |
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[Dec. 11th, 2006|07:45 pm] |
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I finally had a fun weekend!!!!Pat came up to visit me this weekend, and we had so much fun. He got along really well with all of my friends...a little too well with Tony actually. I won't be surprised if the two elope in a "heroes"/ comic book themed wedding, lol. This weekend was also great becuase...i finally got cast in a show!!!!!!!!!!Friday I auditioned for all 3 of the Spring mainstage productions, and I got called back for one. So then Saturday I went to call backs for "The Arms of Man" By: George Bernard Shaw and I read for the part of Louka. The cast list went up later that night after Pat and I went to my roomate Amanda's play, and i actually got the part!!!!I'm so excited...it's been such a long time since I've been in a show, and I think I'll be really good as Louka. I'm kinda freakishly like her. So that's about it in the life of me. Just prepping for finals and my jury on Thursday. I can't wait to go home though, Friday seriously cannot come soon enough. Good luck on finals everybody!!! |
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[Dec. 5th, 2006|02:29 pm] |
Thoughts...
If Mel Gibson wants his new picture, Apocolypto, to make any money, shouldnt't he kinda distance himself form the whole thing? Instead he puts his name and face on every freaking preview i've seen. He even gives director commentary on his special trailers that have been on tv. WTF...last time i checked, America hates you just cuz you said some drunk, albeit, racists comments.
I mean...since when has America actually held someone accountable for what they've said. "I did not have sex with that woman"..."The war is over"..."if i killed her, this is how it would have happenned"...we're kinda, overly forgiing as a nation, aren't we.
This nation has gotten way to touchy. Everything is offensive to a minority group it seems like. You know what i think? Grow a pair. Plain and simple. If everytime i was made fun of and i made it a media controversy then i would be this nations greatest celebrity...sadly this is not the case, lol. I'm sorry, but everyone is a little bit racist, it's sad, but true. Everyone makes judgements about people based on their ethnicity or gender or religion. Sometimes it helps us understand one another and avoid the possibiltiy of offending somenone, but its still a judgement being ascertained through physical deductions.
So in the end...people will probably forfeit this film, becuase of Mel Gibson, but by his next project I'm sure America will be in love with him all over again...i mean, he IS austrailian anyways...so its kinda like it was an aussie thats an ignorant anti-semetic. |
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[Nov. 27th, 2006|01:25 am] |
ok you know that hpv commerical...human papalova(sp?) virus?On thanksgiving we were watching tv at one point, and my younger cousin knew all the words to it...and i thought that was kinda oddly hilarious...i don't know what compelled me to share that, but i was watching tv and being a lazy bum and that commerical came on, and then i just started laughing to myself, which is always an awkward situation...so that brings us to here.
I don't want to be at school right now...i really had a great thanksgiving break, and i don't want to do any schoolwork.I have 2 essays due this week, and one of them is a 10 page research paper, and i just cannot bring myself to start it...but i probably will tomorrow cuz despite it all i'm still a good student...damn my faux rebellious streak.
Borat is hilarious. Babel is not. Babel makes you hate yourself, and makes you question your own feeble attempts to truly communicate with others...and i like that. It's not exactly the feel-good movie of the year, but it does make you question your own ability to reach out to others, and i think that's important. In this day and age, techinically communication has become much more accessible, but no one seems to really connect anymore. Instead we try to connect through cold, unfeeling technological means like aim and e-mails, and yes livejournals...but what are we really saying...it's not very often i draw real warmth and human compassion from an e-mail. I don't feel like technology can replace real human contact.
I 've always hated talking on the phone becuase I find I'm not engaged in the conversation if I'm not actually there with the person. Everything feels so distant, what has happenned to visiting friends? I'm completely guilty of it...i mean i'm preaching about reaching out to others and what not, and here i am, ranting on a lj post about how impersonal we are as a society today. I really don't know where this whole thing was headed, but Babel does pose interesting questions, and I guess i feel like they are questions that need to be discussed.
Damn i wish i was home again... |
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[Nov. 7th, 2006|03:57 am] |
Do you ever feel like you just have nothing left to give? I feel like in order to be a good friend I need to do all that I can to help a friend in distress, and I think most people would tend to agree with that, but sometimes it just becomes overwhelming. Right now I feel like I'm being pulled in so many different directions and that so many people keep needing me to support them while they go through these emotional trials, and I'm trying to be there for them, but it's getting so hard. It's just incredible emotionally draining, and it's reached the point where I'm just feeling unhappy and resentful towards the friends I love and am trying to help.
I feel starved for attention. I don't like to think of myself as someone that constantly needs attention, but I think everyone needs some attention every once in a while. And I think that's a big reason why I'm feeling so resentful, because everyone else keeps getting all of my attention, but I don't get any in return...and I feel selfish for feeling this way, but I can't help it. I understand that my friends that need me are going through a lot right now, and they need to focus on themselves...but becuase it's happening to so many of my best and close friends I just feel like nobody really cares about what's going on in my own life.
Tonight really helped with that though. My roomate Amanda is probably the one friends that needs me the most right now, and tonight she forced me to talk to her about what has been bugging me. Even though I really didn't want to becuase I was scared abot what I might say, and that I would say things I would regret. Just the fact that she noticed that I've been unhappy meant so much. It was that attention I have been starved for coming form the person that is going through so much. It's nights like these I really remember why it is I do love where I am, and the friends I have made and have kept...even if they are a bit much to handle at times.
If anyone has actually made it through this long ass post, kudos to you, and i love you for reading my rant.
PS: I hope everyone goes out to vote!!!! |
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[Sep. 3rd, 2006|10:47 pm] |
I'm finally going back to school tomorrow!!!And i totaly waited till today to pack...its been pretty hectic, and i'm pretty sure i forgot like everything, but screw it. It's been so effing boring lately, but finally i'll be home, and away from my parents. Praise Allah!!!
PS: I just discovered Regina Spektor...and i am obsessed!!!! |
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[Aug. 8th, 2006|03:19 pm] |
I'm at work listening to my launchcast station and I think I just decided that this will be my new favorite song, and I don't want to forget it. |
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|02:54 pm] |
All I have to give is officially on google video.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=1046657557271925058&q=%22all+i+have+to+give%22
Watch it, and love it.
In other news, I simply cannot stop watching girly romantic teenage comedies. It started with me renting such films like "Dirty Dancing:Havana Nights," "The Prince and Me" (1 and 2), and "The Cutting Edge 2." It's culminated with my renting of "She's the Man" the other night...and I'm not ashamned to say it, i fucking love that movie!!!!!!So funny!!!!
Oh, and I was hit on by Peurto Ricans along with Pati and Jen the other night. Hilariousness!!! |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2006|09:16 am] |
So tomorrow is the 4th, and i bet you all have one question on you mind...what in god's name is keeley doing up at 9:17? Well, sadly, i did not get off work like some of my more fortunate friends, hence, here i am updating my livejournal becuase there is no work to be done...thankfully, the rumor is that we will get to go home early, lets pray to zeus that it happens. So what's everybody doing tomorrow to usher in another indpendence day? Fireworks, bonfires,parties? let me know kids. alright i just got some work miraculously so i have to run. Ciao!!! |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2006|10:51 pm] |
List five songs that you are currently digging ... it doesn't matter what genre they are from, whether they have words or even if they're any good but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions, the artist and the song in your blog along with your five songs. Then tag other people to see what they're listening to.
[Band, Album, Song Title]
1. Snow Patrol - "Hands Open"
2. Rent- "Another Day"
3. Nelly Furtado- "Promiscuous Girl"
4. Keane- "Is it any wonder?"
5. Ted Leo and the Pharmacists- "Me and Mia"
I also seriously heart awesomely bad dance music lately, i don't know why, but I do
Anyhow i tag:
becca
vinnie
monica
anyone else who hasn't done it yet |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|12:16 am] |
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I guess I am kinda artisitc...
June 16, 2006 Free report for: Keeley Kyriazes
Artisans are the temperament with a natural ability to excel in any of the arts, not only the fine arts such as painting and sculpting, or the performing arts such as music, theater, and dance, but also the athletic, military, political, mechanical, and industrial arts, as well as the "art of the deal" in business.
Artisans are most at home in the real world of solid objects that can be made and manipulated, and of real-life events that can be experienced in the here and now. Artisans have exceptionally keen senses, and love working with their hands. They seem right at home with tools, instruments, and vehicles of all kinds, and their actions are usually aimed at getting them where they want to go, and as quickly as possible. Thus Artisans will strike off boldly down roads that others might consider risky or impossible, doing whatever it takes, rules or no rules, to accomplish their goals. This devil-may-care attitude also gives the Artisans a winning way with people, and they are often irresistibly charming with family, friends, and co-workers.
Artisans want to be where the action is; they seek out adventure and show a constant hunger for pleasure and stimulation. They believe that variety is the spice of life, and that doing things that aren't fun or exciting is a waste of time. Artisans are impulsive, adaptable, competitive, and believe the next throw of the dice will be the lucky one. They can also be generous to a fault, always ready to share with their friends from the bounty of life. Above all, Artisans need to be free to do what they wish, when they wish. They resist being tied or bound or confined or obligated; they would rather not wait, or save, or store, or live for tomorrow. In the Artisan view, today must be enjoyed, for tomorrow never comes.
Artisans make up between 15 to 20 percent of the population, which is good, because they create much of the beauty, grace, fun, and excitement the rest of us enjoy in life. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|09:05 am] |
I heart awesomely bad romances at the moment. Last night Pati and I rented The Cutting Edge 2 and Dirty Dancing 2...sequels are awesome, and i never knew that i could dance like that. In all seriousness though, I can't commit to "real" movies right now, it's weird...like last week i rented The Prince and Me and then later i got The Prince and Me 2...let me tell you though, that sequel seriously lacked, it was no dirty dancing 2 that's all I'm saying. PS: Diego Luna is super cute, and his accent is adorable. PPS: Patrick Swayze is hilarious PPS:LUVZZZZZ |
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[May. 31st, 2006|09:44 am] |
"All I have to Give"...now i don't think we have been giving all we have to give, i mean we've been home now for weeks (some of us) and we haven't had a dance rehearsal yet or anything, lets get on that bitches!!!!Plus, we need to do a big group thing soon, cuz so far I've only hung out with Laur,Allie,Monica,and Pati...and if i remember correctly I had a couple more friends then that, lol. Bonfire this weekend anyone? |
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[May. 26th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
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I'm sitting here at work in chi-town and i have two words to say...I'M FUCKIN' BORED. Ok that was three, but you get the point. Work has been so slow today. I've had nothing to do really since lunch. Lunch was kind of fabulous though cuz Laur and I walked to Michigan Avenue and ate outside and people watched. We noticed that we always see one really hot guy surrounded by a gaggle of girls, but we never really see one hot girl with a gaggle of guys, has anyone else ever noticed this phenomenon. I also pretended to care about the enviroment just so we could talk to this REALLY cute guy representing Enviroment Illinois by where we were eating. So downtown is fun, and I do like my job despite all this, cuz i get $10 an hour and i get to take the train and get dressed up everyday!!! |
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[May. 15th, 2006|01:36 pm] |
I just had the worst jury in the history of juries, I think I'm dead inside, and i'm in love with a player...what the fuck has happenned to my perfect life?!?!?!??!?!?! |
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